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J鈥檈taisalleenAngleterreen1882sanspouvoirgagnerEdimbourg.J鈥檡retournaien1883aveclacommissiond鈥檃ssainissementdelavilledeParis,dontjefaisaispartie.Jenkinmerejoignit.Jelefisentendreparmescollegues;cariletaitfondateurd鈥檜nesocietedesalubrite.Ileutungrandsuccesparminous.Maiscevoyayemeresteratoujoursenmemoireparcequec鈥檈stlaquesefixadefenitivementnotreforteamitie.Ilm鈥檌nvitaunjouradinerasonclubetaumomentdemefaireasseoiracotedelui,ilmeretintetmedit:鈥楯evoudraisvousdemanderdem鈥檃ccorderquelquechose.C鈥檈stmonsentimentquenosrelationsnepeuventpassebiencontinuersivousnemedonnezpaslapermissiondevoustutoyer.Voulez-vousquenousnoustutoyions?鈥?Jeluiprislesmainsetjeluidisqu鈥檜nepareillepropositionvenantd鈥檜nAnglais,etd鈥檜nAnglaisdesahautedistinction,c鈥檈taitunevictoire,dontjeseraisfiertoutemavie.Etnouscommencionsauserdecettenouvelleformedansnosrapports.Voussavezavecquellefinesseilparlaitlefrancais:commeilenconnaissaittouslestours,com#纾螅簦埃罚福错eiljouaitavecsesdifficultes,etmemeavecsespetitesgamineries.Jecroisqu鈥檌laeteheureuxdepratiqueravecmoicetutoiement,quines鈥檃daptepasal鈥檃nglais,etquiestsifrancais.Jenepuisvouspeindrel鈥檈tendueetlavarietedenosconversationsdelasoiree.Maiscequejepuisvousdire,c鈥檈stque,souslacaressedutu,nosideessesontelevees.Nousavionstoujoursbeaucoup#纾螅簦埃罚福打iensemble;maisnousn鈥檃vionsjamaislaissedesbanalitess鈥檌ntroduiredansnosechangesdepensees.Cesoir-la,notrehorizonintellectuals鈥檈stelargie,etnousyavonspoussedesreconnaissancesprofondesetlointaines.Apresavoirvivementcauseatable,nousavonslonguementcauseausalon;etnousnousseparionslesoiraTrafalgarSquare,apresavoirlonge#纾螅簦埃罚福挫estrotters,stationneauxcoinsdesruesetdeuxfoisrebroussechemieennousreconduisantl鈥檜nl鈥檃utre.Iletaitpresd鈥檜neheuredumatin!Maisquellebellepassed鈥檃rgumentation,quelsbeauxechangesdesentiments,quellesfortesconfidencespatriotiquesnousavionsfournies!J鈥檃icompriscesoirlaqueJenkinnedetestaitpaslaFrance,etjeluiserraifortlesmainsenl鈥檈mbrassant.Nousnousquittionsaussiamisqu鈥檕npuissel鈥檈tre;etnotreaffections鈥檈taitpar。纾螅簦埃罚福础luietendueetcomprisedansuntufrancais. ChapterVII.1875-1885. MrJenkin鈥檚Illness鈥?CaptainJenkin鈥?TheGoldenWedding鈥?DeathofUncleJohn鈥?DeathofMr.andMrs.Austin鈥?IllnessandDeathoftheCaptain鈥?DeathofMrs.Jenkin鈥?EffectonFleeming鈥?Telpherage鈥?TheEnd.AndnowImustresumemynarrativeforthatmelancholybusiness#纾螅簦埃罚福呆hatconcludesallhumanhistories.InJanuaryoftheyear1875,whileFleeming鈥檚skywasstillunclouded,hewasreadingSmiles.鈥業readmyengineers鈥?livessteadily,鈥?hewrites,鈥榖utfindbiographiesdepressing.Isuspectonereasontobethatmisfortunesandtrialscanbegraphicallydescribed,buthappinessandthecausesofhappinesseithercannotbeorarenot.Agrandnewbranchofliteratureopenstomyview:adramainwhichpeoplebegininapoorwayandend,aftergettinggraduallyhappier,inanecstasyofenjoyment.Thecommonnovelisnotthethingatall.Itgivesstrugglefollowedbyrelief.Iwanteachacttocloseonanewandtriumphanthappiness,whichhasbeensteadilygrowingallthewhile.Thisistherealantithesisoftragedy,wherethingsgetblackerandblackerandendinhopelesswoe.Smileshasnotgraspedmygrandidea,andonlyshowsabitterstrugglefollowedbyalittlerespitebeforedeath.Somefeeblecriticmightsaymynewideawasnottruetonature.I鈥檓sickofthisold-fashionednotionofart.Holdamirrorup,indeed!Let鈥檚paintapictureofhowthingsoughttobeandholdthatuptonature,andperhapsthepooroldwomanmayrepentandmendherways.鈥?The鈥榞randidea鈥?mightbepossibleinart;noteventheingenuityofnaturecouldsoroundintheactuallifeofanyman.Andyetitmightalmostseemtofancythatshehadreadtheletterandtakenthehint;fortoFleemingthecrueltiesoffatewerestrangelyblendedwithtenderness,andwhendeathcame,itcameharshlytoothers,tohimnotunkindly.Intheautumnofthatsameyear1875,Fleeming鈥檚fatherandmotherwerewalkinginthegardenoftheirhouseatMerchiston,whenthelatterfelltotheground.Itwasthoughtatthetimetobeastumble;itwasinalllikelihoodapremonitorystrokeofpalsy.Fromthatday,therefelluponheranabidingpanicfear;thatglib,superficialpartofusthatspeaksandreasonscouldallegenocause,scienceitselfcouldfindnomarkofdanger,ason鈥檚solicitudewaslaidatrest;buttheeyesofthebodysawtheapproachofablow,andtheconsciousnessofthebodytrembledatitscoming.Itcameinamoment;thebrilliant,spiritedoldladyleaptfromherbed,raving.Foraboutsixmonths,thisstageofherdiseasecontinuedwithmanypainfulandmanypatheticcircumstances;herhusbandwhotendedher,hersonwhowasunweariedinhisvisits,lookedfornochangeinherconditionbutthechangethatcomestoall.鈥楶oormother,鈥?IfindFleemingwriting,鈥業cannotgetthetonesofhervoiceoutofmyhead...Imayhavetobearthispainforalongtime;andsoIambearingitandsparingmyselfwhateverpainseemsuseless.MercifullyIdosleep,IamsowearythatImustsleep.鈥?Andagainlater:鈥業coulddoverywell,ifmyminddidnotreverttomypoormother鈥檚statewheneverIstopattendingtomattersimmediatelybeforeme.鈥?Andthenextday:鈥業canneverfeelamoment鈥檚pleasurewithouthavingmymother鈥檚sufferingrecalledbytheveryfeelingofhappiness.Apretty,youngfacerecallshersbycontrast鈥?acarewornfacerecallsitbyassociation.Itellyou,forIcanspeaktonooneelse;butdonotsupposethatIwilfullyletmyminddwellonsorrow.鈥?
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